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south green construction
03:07
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this time of year
campus feel so big
it’s like there’s no one here to walk with me
and help me face the wind
that pushes southbound
pushes me backwards
I know that I have friends around
I don’t know where they are
it gets so cold here
why do I live here
I ask myself that every year
but nothing seems to change
I feel so down
on my luck, and with my grades
will I let myself shrivel up
the moment I feel pain
Construction cuts me off from you
There’s nothing left to say or do
when I tell you I’m content with the way that things have been
Its a relic of the days I felt more confident
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success is just so distant, and I’m scared of growing old, I’m scared of everything I see but cannot hold
I’m scared of turning 23 and living on my own, I’m scared of all the things I can’t control
it’s stacked against us, the end’s been made abstract
if you stood on my shoulders you’d still never have a chance
your father tells you
if you want it just work harder
well I’m working every day and the finish line gets farther from me
you’re a bastard
if you think that’s all it takes
and you need some new perspective or a bullet in your brain
I’m scared of turning 23 and living on my own, I’m scared of all the things I can’t control
success is just so distant, and I’m scared of growing old, I’m scared of everything I see but cannot hold
I see my grandfather
steady growing old
I’m so afraid of loss
one day my world will feel so cold
what will I do
one generations length away
from throwing caution to the wind
and thus accepting my real fate
you’re a bastard
if you think that’s all it takes
to push your fear and feelings down
and puff your chest into my face
cause
I know you
you’re just as scared of death and age
as I am scared of all that too
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falling leaves emoji
02:04
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12/3/2019
02:00
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in the morning
your perfume lingers in the air
and I feel bittersweet and awkward
cause I don’t know what to do
I haven’t woken up
in a bed that isn’t mine
since about a year ago
and I feel frozen in time
when you leave in the morning
I take my walk of shame
and I don’t know to feel
when you were saying my name
did you mean it
all those things you said
you were halfway deep in a yellowtail
and your words went to my head
you asked me
if we could do that thing you want
and you were hitting on your pen all night
so I had to stand my ground
I said I’d keep you safe, I meant it
no matter how I felt
cause I know that you’re just using me
to let your body vent
I know you need this
that’s why you invited me here
in the first place and I know that
but you know I can’t concede
so I’ll hold you
the seconds pass, you fall asleep
and I’m still awake thinking
is there something wrong with me
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FAULT RECORDS Newark, Delaware
Est. 2014
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